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Within
each of us is a source of inspiriation... a source of sprit. Something
in this world drives us forward, moves us onward. It is our aching want
of something that motivates us forward. I have the one thing in this
world that I have always wanted: I have someone who looks at me through
eyes of pure love, whom I love in return more than he will ever know...
This is the source of my light, my life, my soul, my inspiration, and
my sprit. Each night, before I drift off to sleep, the very last thing
i touch is a necklace around my neck. It is the symbol of eternal power,
eternal life... it is a promise, to keep my love eternal... a bond between
me, and the source of my happiness. Each morning, as I wake, the first
thing I touch is that same necklace. My lips pressed to it, I thank
whatever deity or deities exist, and draw from it the strength and power
to move forward. To keep walking down the path that is life. To face
each day, each challenge, each obstacle with an open mind, open heart,
to have the strength to face whatever may come, to learn from it, and
to keep moving forward. To face the dark without, and within... and
to know, above all, that I am never alone, although it often feels that
way without him here in my arms.
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Longing
is endless. For every task you complete, another begins. For every need
and want you fill, another takes it's place. I have found happiness;
i have found true love... but there is so much i still want to do with
my life, there are so many lessons still to learn, places to go, and
things to do... and it is that love that motivates me forward.
The longing to move forward is fueled by another longing: to go forward,
hand in hand, with my soulmate by my side... to know that for every
tear he sheds, i will shed one too. To know that every laugh of his,
I will share.
To
know that regardless of what obstacles we may have to face, we will
share our experiences, we will share our paths. Without him, I am lost.
And, while I would still go on, my spirit would be weak. With him, there
is nothing I can not do. Angel, you are my everything.
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